literature

losing your way

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i want to stop thinking of you when i'm alone at home watching t.v and wishing you'd be the one to continuously flick through the channels.
the one i'd throw the remaining half of my chocolate muffin at.
the one who'd complain what a waste of food that was and finish it.
the one who hogs the blankets. the one i miss, a lot but really not enough.

it's like asking a question because you like how the answer rings in your ears.
it's like asking just to see his lips quiver and him grovel.
it's like this is how i am and this is how you'll be.

it's like why are you letting me change you.
and you saying, 'it's better than what i've been.'


it's like not having a favorite colour but pretending you do, matching it with his.
it's just like not giving a damn anymore and saying what you've always wanted to.
it's like streaking for the old couple next door and laughing at their sour expression.
it's like exchanging tops, saying 'fine. top on, pants off.'
it's just like inhaling a new kinda air with side effects.



and all you want is to scream, 'just fucking smile a little.'

like, introducing yourself and inviting others.
like starting anew, afresh and completely off your face.
it's just like tumbling down stairs, the bruises for tomorrows worry.
it's like falling down and standing taller.


and he say's how can you even begin to find yourself if you've never lost yourself in the first place. and her replying. i walked into love knowing what it leaves behind
and look, i'm still alright.
you really make me better.

because i missed my old stuff.
[:



don't ask why i categorize so terribly.
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andtheydanced53's avatar
my gosh i love this. i think, more than i love life:)